Race questions run wild

So, can’t fib. Starting to get a little nervous. Less than a week to go to the big day. Wondering if made the smart choices. Did all those small things that can make a difference. Had the dry run and that was okay. But the doubts always come, no matter how many times you’ve done it. Worrying is normal.

This will be my first half-marathon outside of Victoria. It also comes in the midst of an election campaign. While training was going well, the last 22 days have been a little more unpredictable. No regular run time, hour or two snatched here and there. First run through Stanley Park, instead of along the Seawall, ended with a wrong turn.

Managed to complete the Sun Run, which was quite an experience. The sheer mass of humanity, the breadth of size and speed on the course, was not like running the TC 10. Near mishaps were frequent and felt line a running back, cutting back against his blockers a few times to avoid collisions.

But now the race is looming.

Questions run wild through the mind.

Should I be focused on a PB? Do these shorts make me look like a hobo? What will the weather be like? Should I use gels? Do I need a jacket? Never raced and drank water, should I?

It’s frigging exhausting.

How many carbs to eat? Should it be a slow carb buildup instead of a Saturday night splurge? Does beer count? Hat or no cap? Oatmeal for pre-race meal? Stick with the usual, yogurt and bar? Long-sleeve shirt? Create a playlist or just shuffle along?

Soon the questions will be pushed aside. That’s the best part of running. It’s a simple routine that is solely dependent on you. Failure is in your head, as soon as the starting line is crossed you’re winning – you’re doing something active. That’s a win.

Now, the #campaignbeard update. Notice, if you shall, that it’s now streamlined. This is part of a plan. It’s building to momentum. Trust me, you’ll #fearthemo. But first it’s #fearthegoat